Gurudeb, you set up unseen example in our parampara to preach Krishna Consciousness inspite of having Your bodily unimaginable difficulties. But, I am so unfortunate soul that I commit offences to Your divine louts feet. I could not able to maintain four regulative principles. Gurudev, my sense enjoyable desire increasing day by day. I could not give up bad habits. Again and again I cheat with you. Now how can i be purified? And how can I remove lower material desire?

Since  you are not initiated yet there is no offence. Shelter is consider a practice stage if you want to take initiation you must be more serious about it.   GM approved reply/20102020

I am in ISKCON YOUTH FORUM and use to attend and volunteer in all programs of IYF but due to engaging in temple programs l have to miss your programs in ISKCON MAYAPUR and in this way I feels very distance from you. Gurumaharaj, I am your aspiring desciple and wants to take intiation from you but engaging here in our local temple I am unable attend your daily Chaitanya Lila class. Please guide me how can I make balance? I want to attend every single program of mayapur to always connected with you but I cannot leave my duties too towards my local temple authority. Please show me some way regarding this.

It is important that you serve the local temple. Regarding hearing my lecture on Chaitanya Lila, you could hear the recording on youtube or facebook later, as per your convenience. If you have questions on the lecture, you could write and ask. GM approved...